Sweet sweet dream~~

I had a dream.
I had dreamt of him a lot these days.
I guess I'm ok with it.
I'm ok with this fallin love and no future to see thing.
I'm even ok with this fallin love and no clear response thing.
Cause I don't really care that much.
All I care about is my feelings when I'm doing this.
Which is good.

I found it 10 times harder to describ something about P than let out my feelings about Jason.
Cause I never need to bother with how Jason would feel about what I wrote.
And I never need to consider if my friends would misjudge him by my words and give me a lecture later on.
Or I never need to think of if I would be misunderstood by the words I said.
But now it's different.
I need to think before I let out myself frankly completely and hounestly.