2007年4月20日 星期五

预料没到的在乎

我生气了。
于是没有经过大脑冲口而出。
然后瞬间意识到我在乎了。
不然我不会失态。
不然我不会一时冲动。
这个游戏我不会玩。
不过在我知道可能没有将来的时候,很多问题我都不追究了。
我不用再反反复复琢磨他的话里有的没有的话。
不用担心50年以后的日子和10年以后的现实生活。
不用思考他是因为我还是因为寂寞。
不用非要他亲口说出也是一样认真的喜欢我。
然后我可以睡了。我睡着了。
原来不用什么也可以快乐的做伴。
可是我生气了。
I know I shouldn't care that much.
I know I was overreact or this life is overrated.

2 則留言:

mumu 提到...

your anxious sold yerself out, you totally got over healed with the guy I bet~
try to forget what he said making you furious, try to forgive him, that can make you better,right?
before your getting into him,ask him the question: do we have the future, our future?
if the answer is no, dump him.
trust me, we don't have enough time to play emotional games...

pk,that's my patent!~
gimme the patent fee!

sn_h 提到...

I'm thinking about that too.
Thank you! I love you!
But don't you ever think about your patent fee again cause you won't get a penny!! ;)