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Perfect or the Second best?

看别人的爱情总觉得很有趣。
白纸黑字一般明显, 可是就是没得到尽人皆知的答案。
个人有个人的幸福。
个人穿个人的鞋子, 冷暖自知。
今天的问题是, 如果有的选择, 是选择那个最好的伴侣还是second best?
我很好奇大多数人最终的选择，以及得出结论的过程。
因为我是从最好的，到其次的，又回到最好，但始终没有结论。
我想知道有多少人能想得有多明白。
而当梦中情人出现在眼前时又有多少人能在第一时间奋力抓住。
像我有一天逛鞋，忽然一双跃然眼前一如我梦里的样子，无可挑剔百里挑一而且竟然便宜到难以置信，仅剩一双还舒服到不行。
可是，我第一瞬间的感觉竟然是退缩。
太完美了么？以至于完美到不真实？
或者是我潜意识里的不自信不允许我真的得到梦里向往的最好的东西？
或者我有天生的苦行僧倾向，只有活该倒霉留有缺陷才能得到内心的平静？
再或者我潜意识里认定完美更多只发生在骗局的前言？
虽然我最后买了那双鞋子，可是始终记得那一瞬间的放弃及心有余悸。
而我的朋友里确实有因为完美的不真实而放弃某段感情的。
只有因为这个。
所以我开始不知道人们到底是怎样为自己打算的。
我相信进化论，相信进步，可是常常人们的决定总是匪夷所思的。
她说过选择second best会让她安心一点。
有时她也希望再出现一个第三方来打破夹心饼干的局面。
well, it's a different story.

This Time Tomorrow by The Kinks

And one more thing.
there's a realy good song in the movie i'd watched today.
Here's the lyrics.

This Time Tomorrow by The Kinks

This time tomorrow where will we be
On a spaceship somewhere sailing across an empty sea
This time tomorrow what will we know
Well we still be here watching an in-flight movie show
I'll leave the sun behind me and watch the clouds as they sadly pass me by
Seven miles below ma I can see the world and it ain't so big at all
This time tomorrow what will we see
Field full of houses, endless rows of crowded streets
I don't know where I'm going, I don't want to see
I feel the world below me looking up at me
Leave the sun behind me, and watch the clouds as they sadly pass me by
And I'm in perpetual motion and the world below doesn't matter much to me
This time tomorrow where will we be
On a spaceship somewhere sailing across any empty sea
This time tomorrow, this time tomorrow

Well well well
I suddenly realized that I haven't updated ever since I quited EL and started a peaceful vacation.
The unexpected word peaceful had never came to my world like this.
But it does.
It's here with me right now.
I don't do anything paticular everyday.
Just ralex. Just having my vacation. Pure and free.
One good thing is I finally have time to cook.
It really got improved a lot these days. (HA~~~)
I haven't decided yet when to go back to work but I actually knew I still need the rest.
To do everything I want to but can't during the working time.
It's good.

Ed Wood

这是一部著名的电影。
　　若不是因为T和J,恐怕我一辈子也不会看这部电影。
　　若不是因为T和J,恐怕我打死也不会硬着头皮看到完。
　　原来拍一部烂片和看一部烂片都不是一件容易的事。
　　全当是纪录片吧。
　　老早就在杂志/电视/电脑评论里看过这电影的推荐。
　　老早也知道这不会是一部我喜欢的电影。
　　可是死也要看见棺材的样子。
　　长久的找，是脑袋里不能释怀的。
　　看了以后，完全没有惊喜和失望。
　　左思右想，实在没有留下的理由，算是了却一桩心愿。
　　我好奇，大多数人都是出于怎样的动机来看这部电影呢？
　　
　　意外是发现了sarah j parker。
　　ED wood是因两个人红，最后也只红两人。
　　sarah索性等来sex and the city.
　　奇怪的是她的样子过了10几年竟然没怎么变，20几岁也不见青春娇嫩的样子。
　　人的美在不同的年纪。
　　T拍黑色有一套呀，黑色只因为过于真实。