今年末日

推杯問嶄躬籌交錯始終非我擅長。

推心置腹徹夜交心又非我應當。

辭舊迎新不明所以的渡過。

各人有各人歡鬧的理由。

各人有各人慶祝的借口。

讓我來看不過又一次目的性極強的應酬而已。

罷了罷了。

忙着背黑锅

I've been set up!
Am I so innocent that to feel shock about this?
It's a pretty tinny little small thing but it tells a lot.
It says that I have to keep an eye on everthing during work time.
It says he's not the person who deserved my respect.
It says nobody would really cares about you around this "world".
I feel like crying at first but it's just as simple.
It's like a mirror that reflex the truth.
Truth doesn't tell; it's told by stories.


recite: "I get it, life is lonely. You don't need to say it in 100 different ways for me to understand."

最愛的人傷我最深。
下班的時候隔壁公司傳出自娛自樂的歌。
可是我好感動，逝者為逝者唱的歌。
忽然有亂寫的熱情。
貼這首歌詞，給某個懶惰女人。
PS，下次k歌一定要唱哦！！！

La isla bonita
(Spoken:)
Como puede ser verdad


Last night I dreamt of San Pedro
Just like I'd never gone, I knew the song
A young girl with eyes like the desert
It all seems like yesterday, not far away

Chorus:
Tropical the island breeze
All of nature wild and free
This is where I long to be
La isla bonita
And when the samba played
The sun would set so high
Ring through my ears and sting my eyes
Your Spanish lullaby

I fell in love with San Pedro
Warm wind carried on the sea, he called to me
te dijo te amo
I prayed that the days would last
They went so fast

(chorus)

I want to be where the sun warms the sky
When it's time for siesta you can watch them go by
Beautiful faces, no cares in this world
Where a girl loves a boy, and a boy loves a girl

Last night I dreamt of San Pedro
It all seems like yesterday, not far away

(chorus two times)

lalalalalalaaa

te dijo te amo

lalalalalalaaa

(Spoken:)
el dijo que te ama

同事姐妹离职了，很突然的走。
早上就觉得有什么不对，可是中午她告诉我的时候仍然惊讶的了得。
多好笑，难料的世事险恶仕途竟然连5个人的办公室也不舍得错过。
曾经想这里的一个好处就是人少事少，原来表面功夫怎知道疾在腠理。
整个一天都沮丧难过，为仕途为姐妹。我所有愿望就是简简单单。
做不来圆滑世故讨好别人，记不得谎言。
难道就相信好人有好报落得心理平衡不至想不开横尸街头？
其实她走是好事，生活逼人开拓。这一步不会错。是她的福气。别说EL负她。
但我仍然不开心。
我知道无论在哪朋友还在；我知道应该为她高兴；我也知道这一步她会快乐很多。
可是仍然抑制不住因为离别而伤感。因为以后更少的快乐日子前途未卜。
现在的局面很混乱，不过三颗棋子而已。
我不是其中一颗，只是因为不够资格。
我知道Everthing happens for a reason. 这是上绝没有平白无故的童话。
人始终顾不了太多东西。人为自己，绝没有错。
但不管怎样，我很庆幸在这样的地方认识胡胡，至少我可以说没有白来。

丑娘娘聽完啦，繼續FRIENDS的催眠策略。現在聽到第三季Chandler和Jo

ey弄個chicken和duck回來。。。每次聽到這裡都讓我大笑不止。哈哈，　Is that too weird to fell for Chandler for this? Hey i like him. He's quite handsome and funny...! HAHAHA!

因为愚蠢的SUPERBOW我还要等上6个星期才能看见可爱的went.可是不可以闲

着阿，于是秉着娱乐的精神看HOUSE OF CARTERS.哈哈哈，怎么说这一家子呢？狗打架也可以拿出来卖钱啊。或许卑贱的做秀或许真诚表白，showbiz里面没有真理没有哲理又全是真理全是哲理，就再次本着娱乐的精神看热闹吧。BSB时候多么喜欢NICK金发碧眼清秀帅气害羞腼腆的不好意思脱下上衣，原来过了这许多年仍然，同样NICK但却换作户主一般成熟顾全大局。剩下几个都像被宠坏了的宝贝，毕竟是NICK见的多了，就算SHOWBIZ也一样有得天真童话而言。也许宝贝们是在玩，但我想的到NICK是用了真心。看我喜欢他10年，就是他离开家庭的10年。好吧，再次娱乐精神，我喜欢看我喜欢的人的SHOW,原因多简单明了。绝对祈祷HANSON也可以娱乐自己到如此地步。

Noooooooooooooooo! PB can't be put off because of stupid NFL!!!!!!!!
I hate this game for this!!!!!!!! God that's killing me!!!!! PB is really important for me during this time. Can't imagine life without it for 2 month.
But why PB has to stop? They knew we won't choose superbow over it anyway.rIGHT?

女人似乎终于幸福了。
虽然偶尔也会因为回不了家在矿上为捞不到沙子郁闷。
虽然偶尔会和她俩个最重要的男人吵架
虽然赚了钱抱怨没有地方花（really??）
可是女人是快乐的。
女人终于终于快乐了。
女人落得安心了。
我始终追寻一种随遇而安的境，希望在我找到时不要年纪太大。
PS, 祝CC找到工作，早日还钱。
PPS, THEPHANTOMHEART 终于更新了。相当喜欢她的文字。传说中的刀刀见血。引用一句她引用的BETTER THAN EZRA歌词---- I'll never judge you, I can only love you.

办公室搬迁,从8楼扶摇直上.
现在不用担心跳下来会死不了活受罪的问题了... 但是但是, 要开始担心窗子太小跳而不下去.
新的办公室, 原来的人.
辛辛苦苦收拾东西有点成就有点失落.
可无论如何我要说服自己相信这会是一个新的开始, 无论何时站起来我都会是胜利的姿态.
我不想笑到最后, 只想在每一天都快乐.
因为在最后的审判,结果都意义不大.
My hands are small i know
but they're not yours they're my own
and i'll never broken.