想念。。。是一個不好的東西

想念。
只一天的想念就讓我承受不了了。
只一天的想念就讓我意識到想念是十分危險的東西。
女人萬萬不可將話放在心裡。
萬萬不可。
欲求不滿容易惦念。
惦念太多容易誤會。
直到太晚，不能放手。
害人害己。
所以，我要像玻璃一樣透明。

期待周末。期待陽光燦爛靜止般的午後時光。

明月溝渠

5我說何奈明月照溝渠。

就四面八方過來問我咋啦？黃啦？那人欺負你啦？我去弄死他。

。。。。。。

難道我不能事業型麼？

難道一定要和某個誰有關。。。

我的一切價值觀信念會在某個心理周期瞬間崩塌。

現在就是這樣的某一次。

不確定所做的所有事情。

懷疑事情發生與存在的意義。

不能堅持是否這個空間裡仍然有需要我活著的理由。

我太明白的時候就糊塗。

太高興的時候反而容易疼。

經過刺骨的疼才見那血如花般絢麗綻放。

But what I am really trying to say is...
I guess I am fallin'.
I'm fascinated by the peace the smiles and the casual talk.
I know I'm looking for someone to hug to touch to hold.
That's so comfortable as the sun shining on me.
But I have doubt.
I'm not sure about everything.
At least at this point.

I kept on thinking of him.
That is a BAD BAD habit.

What did you missed?

Let me see...

1. Hanson's new album-- The Walk-- is great!
It's so Hanson! And I love it. I guess I'll never disappointed by them.
2. Girls Party is back since last week.
Which I love more than last year. I knew it will clear come of my unknown confusion.
3. Crase's thing.
4. When I ask P to be my boy he said yes.
5. A cat comes and gone.
6. Beckhams move to L.A. which I might never see him play soccor again. I promised to watch every game he's in but he's injured accidently which means he has to absent for 4 weeks. That's bad.
7. Jason's around.
8. I've been pick some Japanese up.
9. Still watching PB.
10.It seems I still have a New Year's Plan to do... ...