thoughts

i've lost my passions, even though i never want to admit it.
i've no feelings about everything.
i have no idea why but i can't feel happiness.
i miss those happy days and happy hours.
but it's gone.
i heard Qingtian by random today, out of my suprise it thrills me just as before.
everything is still there in my brain.
i can even see that night, that expression on his face.
and i heard his voice.
i miss him.
i need him to light me up.
i need to see him.