I know it's stupid and freak to daydreaming or read about something doesn't even exist but the feeling's so real.
Instead of just happy-little-fucking-mess-around-stuff, I always prefer angst.
Bittersweetness always feels real.
I like the way that putting all of my emotions into it and I DO enjoy.
But this is too much.
It cross the line.
It's so much pain that more than i can take.
It suddenly occurs to me that I can't stand Taylor's death even just in a "what if" set.
If i'm not a Christian before and now i am.
I'll pray for him to stay health and alive.
I know it's really stupied but I guess it does mean something to me.
I wish nobody will ever experience the feelings of turn down the life machine for the one you loved.
Watching he's gone and feel losing him but can't help in anyway.
It's terrible.
Well, just put here to remember.
http://www.livejournal.com/tools/memori
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