好久没来更新日记了，好像最近也没有事情发生。
在网上看slash来学习英文，多好的理由，我都能把自己说服。but i did enjoy myself!
天气太热了，也没办法出门。
今天阴天倒是，也不知道去哪。
昨天和妈妈出去买衣服，女人果然是女人，果然都是喜欢漂亮衣服的。
女为悦己者容。
我没有那个“者”，也要容。

想念他。
原来没有他的日子就是这样的。
比想象中容易；没想象中精彩。
without him 我越来越要变会原来那个我了。
i don't want it.

i can't just that much rely on him.
it is too bad.

在想有多少人可能看过我的日记，又有多少人真的关心我的生活到底怎样。
is it really meaningful to someone, 还是一切不过象是true man show里的笑话而已。
真实性往往使笑话更加可笑。
whatever, i don't care.
不过是对自己诚实而已。
what others thinking about me is just totally none of my business-- except my true friends.
it was just meaningless.

昨天paw发短信给我还问我chen，然后整个人就不自觉的cheer up，很好。



underneath

waking up this morning thinking this can't be real
they said there is nothing love can't heal
why don't you come on down so you can feel what i feel
sitting all alone in this place
even though we are here face to face
there is nothing gone but there is something wrong

can't you see
i am stucking here underneath
and you are making it hard to breathe
do you look around and tell me what do you see
you will find me underneath

i know what to say but don't know where to begin
fear of losing you beneath my skin
is there resolution for this pain that i am in
sitting all alone in this place
even thought we are here face to face
there is nothing gone but there is something wrong

if only you could feel what i dream
maybe you could hear what i mean
there is nothing gone but there is something missing, can't you see