missing you

有时觉得上帝真的是神奇的动物，他只是想让我明白什麽，然后就为我安排了一段生命旅程

。sometimes when you think things can't get any worse, it gets worse.but the GOD had never forget to open a window when he shut up a door .

told my bad mood to Mr.Chen,but get no response.is it worthy --to trust him,to give all i can,to let him made my mood up and down.i know he's not a volunteer to be there for me.i understand. but sometimes i just can't stop automatically require too much.i love him. for sure. but recently i have questioned myself,am i really love him? how can i say i love him when i don't even know him? it is tooooo weird.i am just get a crash on him.how can i be so sure that that is love.

someone is right:不要招惹别人的男人，除非你非常非常爱他，并且，他非常非常值得爱。i am sure about that.but the most important thing is i am not the one he loved.说到这里我就没了底气，我又拿什麽去爱呢。去爱别人是我能想到的最美的事，但如果没有回应也一样辛苦。

还是做朋友吧，想的太多，注定失望。
就像我现在错过的一天一天。